So do you know me ? I guess not . I am rattan . I am 17 . And my life is wrecked . I guess everybody's is. So i am alone. I lost my love because i was in depression and i am changed now. A different person . Then i started dating another guy i liked him . He was my best friend and i brokeup with him . And i guess i lost him . And now i am dating this another guy who i love he is sweet but busy so i feel alone also i got a best friend she is lovely . I guess she is the only one i have , she understands me. And now i am going through a phase . Phase of lonliness . Gosh i feel so alone. I want someone to pamper me . And some care . I guess nobody does cause i pretend all the time that i am strong . But i want it . I am a girl i need it. I want someone to love someone to care . My life is much more intresting than that story i guess😜