The relationship where we use to understand each other is know where we totally misunderstand each other perfect relationship😘

When i am alone no one is their fir me while i am with everyone . I want to talk to someone cause this is killing . The person i trusted most bitched about me . I cant trust. So sad and upset. 

When the refractive index of two mediums become equal the object becomes invisible . I guess this is what happened with the guy i used to love . Love is eternal i guess no . Eternity depends that how u love not every love is eternal this doesn't mean it was not true or pure maybe the refractive index of love and hatred became equal and that love became invisible. It is there somewhere in your brain but it is there and will be their and should be cause if it comes out it will destroy you. Eternity is not the time period but the impact 

I respect her. Love her . My mother💖.
I want you to know how much I respect her . I want to make her happy to give her everything she deserves. Please understant. You are my everything 💞

Friendship


When it turns to love its most special relationship. But when those lover wants to be friend again .....

They can't but why we were best friends but we said i love u then we broke up now why can't we be friends again ?

Think: what did u do to her ? How did she got hurt? think of her. Wasn't she in love with you ? Didn't she trusted you ? And you did this to her . You left her . Weren't you a loser when u said stuff about her . She loved you. Think why did u hurt her? Think.......

Death:  it is infamous for many reasons . But i guess we all wish for it . Its just every person doesn't get it cause it is easy way out why does god want to make our life easier he will give us moat challenging life so as so to make us stronger bullshit he hates us we have to aceept it . Death is easier life is certainly not . 

So do you know me ? I guess not . I am rattan . I am 17 . And my life is wrecked . I guess everybody's is. So i am alone. I lost my love because i was in depression and i am changed now. A different person . Then i started dating another guy i liked him . He was my best friend and i brokeup with him . And i guess i lost him . And now i am dating this another guy who i love he is sweet but busy so i feel alone also i got a best friend she is lovely . I guess she is the only one i have , she understands me. And now i am going through a phase . Phase of lonliness . Gosh i feel so alone. I want someone to pamper me . And some care . I guess nobody does cause i pretend all the time that i am strong . But i want it . I am a girl i need it. I want someone to love someone to care . My life is much more intresting than that story i guess😜