Death:  it is infamous for many reasons . But i guess we all wish for it . Its just every person doesn't get it cause it is easy way out why does god want to make our life easier he will give us moat challenging life so as so to make us stronger bullshit he hates us we have to aceept it . Death is easier life is certainly not . 

So do you know me ? I guess not . I am rattan . I am 17 . And my life is wrecked . I guess everybody's is. So i am alone. I lost my love because i was in depression and i am changed now. A different person . Then i started dating another guy i liked him . He was my best friend and i brokeup with him . And i guess i lost him . And now i am dating this another guy who i love he is sweet but busy so i feel alone also i got a best friend she is lovely . I guess she is the only one i have , she understands me. And now i am going through a phase . Phase of lonliness . Gosh i feel so alone. I want someone to pamper me . And some care . I guess nobody does cause i pretend all the time that i am strong . But i want it . I am a girl i need it. I want someone to love someone to care . My life is much more intresting than that story i guess😜